Kaepi.

Semoga kejauhan yang bakal tiba ini

Buat kita lebih dekat nanti

Sedikit pun tak pernah aku bayang

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Lagu tema: Cromok - Another you.

Nampaknya memang perkahwinan sahaja yang akhirnya selesaikan masalah kita
Biarpun bukan perkahwinan kita
Namun perkahwinan itu; perkahwinan kau dengan dia

Saat sahnya kau jadi suami kepada sang isteri,
Berdosa jika aku terus mencintai.

Kali ini aku janji aku pergi
Tapi izinkan aku pikul sekali segala memori
Mana tahu kalau-kalau rindu
Sekurang-kurangnya ada juga khazanah itu

Semoga perjalanan kita lebih indah selepas ini
Terima kasih untuk sepuluh tahun ini
Moga mama abah tak sebut nama kau lagi
Sudah masanya untuk aku yakin dengan pilihan hati

Selamat ulang tahun ke 26.
Tulisan ini, hadiah hari jadi.

:)

W.

"Tak perlu muka sama kalau ada jodoh
Mantapkan hati dan terima"

Win mama, win. I'm gonna try.

To stay or not to stay.

I don't know what is so special about this place. But knowing that I am going to leave this place soon, has really makes me feel saddened. Nak kata aku ada ramai kawan kat sini, tak juga. Kalau kira guna jari tu, tak cukup sepuluh pun. maybe it is because of these two years of my ups and downs that I am going through dekat sini. The place that shows me who really matters in my life and who were not. Distance don't really matters, tapi kepercayaan; yes. Orang yang dekat pun adakalanya takkan terima kita. Macam orang cakap, it takes a year to built a trust but only a second to break it. Sama lah macam kat sini. Bukan main payah aku nak adapt dengan tempat ni. Having no one that I knew, even sampai sekarang when I have to stay here on weekends, seriously tak tahu apa nak buat, or dengan siapa nak keluar. End up, I would stay all day kat rumah, or lepak dengan kawan2 BBG, biarlah jauh pun.

But seriously, I love one thing about this place; peacefulness. Came here with the ninja style, rent a room with the strangers (end up being a sisters), pagi pergi kerja, petang balik kerja you dont have to think about others. All you need to do was to think about yourself. Sebab memang hidup membujang kat sini was really "lantak kau lah nak buat apa" and I love it. Aku nak pergi mana ke, balik pukul berapa ke, takde masalah, as long as aku sendiri tau limit aku. Sebab tu bila mingle around with BBGs, aku speechles. Almost every time. Tak tahu kenapa rasa selamat walau kadang2 buat kerja jahat. Hahaha. No, not kind of mencuri or membunuh lah kan. I love it when I got a text "Syam, mane? Jom lepak". Biasanya, wawie dengan masam je lah yg perangai macam ni. That is why I am very close with these two guys. Aku kat kl ke, kat sepang ke, melaka ke, penang ke, diorang ni jugak lah yang ada dengan aku.

Sepang kan center point, nak balik johor dekat, nak pegi kl pun dekat. Satu benda je aku tak suka pasal sepang ni; you only have giant and tesco to go. Takde tempat seronok sikit lebih dari dua tempat ni. Kena pergi alamanda or seremban baru seronok sikit. Harap2, lepas aku tinggalkan tempat ni, and bila aku datang balik nanti, dah majulah sikit. Walaupun sekarang dah cukup maju sbb boleh shopping kat klia2 -- which is boring sbb aku involve dengan projek tu. Well, manusia sentiasa tak bersyukur. Hihi.

To be honest, aku tak ready lagi nak move on dari sini. Masih mencari kerja area sini selagi terdaya. Dan tak ready lagi untuk settle down kat johor; sebab sayang nak tinggal kawan2 BBG. Hehh. Kbai.

Mimpi

Ada masanya
Bahasa terindah pun tak mampu mengolah rasa dalam hati

Jadi
Bagaimana untuk aku luah lagi?

Biarlah tersenyum sendiri
Biar ku bayangkan pelangi
Sebab aku belum puas diulit mimpi

:)

10 years and still counting.

Dear KP,

This is me, writing on behalf of a girl named S. I would like to tell you something about this girl. She have a crush on you. Back in 2004 where both of you were in Form 4; if you could remember, she was the girl you texted in the school break. This girl adore you since you were nobody, not yet become our KP. As day passed by, you guys were in form 5 where you were too busy with those school matters while this girl were busy with those hostel matters as she was one of the hostel committee. SPM ended and you guys were lost contact. After several years, you guys met in an unplanned-small-reunion at PD and then separately went to Malacca. Stayed in one of our friends' family home, you guys went to Eyes of Malacca at night and Pantai Puteri in the next day. I swear it was a great moment since it was the first time you guys were reunite and do all that makan-makan and BBQ thingy. Since then, you guys and the other six friends created a group called BBG. Up until this day, you have no idea how glad she is to have a gang like BBG. Or to be specific, how glad she is to be in the group with you! Eh, I got no idea why I merepek so much. Will continue later since its already 2:20am. Itu pun kalau I rajin. You know me well, kan. Haha.

Yours sincerely,
Exco Multimedia Aspuri Haluan Kiri

All of me

Batu Feringghi dan John Legend
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